+- Be Right Back, Uninstalling (https://www.brbuninstalling.com)
+-- Forum: General Category (https://www.brbuninstalling.com/forumdisplay.php?fid=49)
+--- Forum: General Discussion (https://www.brbuninstalling.com/forumdisplay.php?fid=59)
+--- Thread: The "Fuck my life" thread (/showthread.php?tid=10758)
Pages:
1
2
3
4
5
6
7
8
9
10
11
12
13
14
15
16
17
18
19
20
21
22
23
24
25
26
27
28
29
30
31
32
33
34
35
36
37
38
39
40
41
42
43
44
45
46
47
48
49
50
51
52
53
54
55
56
57
58
59
60
61
62
63
64
65
66
67
68
69
70
71
72
73
74
75
76
77
78
79
80
81
82
83
84
85
86
87
88
89
90
91
92
93
94
95
96
97
98
99
100
101
102
103
104
105
106
107
108
109
110
111
112
113
114
115
116
117
118
119
120
121
122
123
124
125
126
127
128
129
130
131
132
133
134
135
136
137
138
139
140
141
142
143
144
145
146
147
148
149
150
151
152
153
154
155
156
157
158
159
160
161
162
163
164
165
166
167
168
169
170
171
172
173
174
175
176
177
178
179
180
181
182
183
184
185
186
187
188
189
190
191
192
193
194
195
196
197
198
199
200
201
202
203
204
205
206
207
208
209
210
211
212
213
214
215
216
217
218
219
220
221
222
223
224
225
226
227
228
229
230
231
232
233
234
235
236
237
238
239
240
241
242
243
244
245
246
247
248
249
250
251
252
253
254
255
256
257
258
259
260
261
262
263
264
265
266
267
268
269
270
271
272
273
274
275
276
277
278
279
280
281
282
283
284
285
286
287
288
289
290
291
292
293
294
295
296
297
298
299
300
301
302
303
304
305
306
307
308
309
310
311
312
313
314
315
316
317
318
319
320
321
322
323
324
325
326
327
328
329
330
331
332
333
334
335
336
337
338
339
340
341
342
343
344
345
346
347
348
349
350
351
352
353
354
355
356
357
358
359
360
361
362
363
364
365
366
367
368
369
370
371
372
373
374
375
376
377
378
379
380
381
382
383
384
385
386
387
388
389
390
391
392
393
394
395
396
397
398
399
400
401
402
403
404
405
406
407
408
409
410
411
412
413
414
415
416
417
418
419
420
421
422
423
424
425
426
427
428
429
430
431
432
433
434
435
436
437
438
439
440
441
442
443
444
445
446
447
448
449
450
451
452
453
454
455
456
457
458
459
460
461
462
463
464
465
466
467
468
469
470
471
472
473
474
475
476
477
478
479
480
481
482
483
484
485
486
487
488
489
490
491
492
493
494
495
496
497
498
499
500
501
502
503
504
505
506
507
508
509
510
511
512
513
514
515
516
517
518
519
520
521
522
523
524
525
526
527
528
529
530
531
532
533
Re: The "Fuck my life" thread - Coelit - 08-26-2011
(08-26-2011, 12:06 PM)Luinbariel link Wrote: [quote author=Coelit link=topic=3709.msg220362#msg220362 date=1314378080]Ever try meditation?
[quote author=Luinbariel link=topic=3709.msg220358#msg220358 date=1314377667]
[quote author=Coelit link=topic=3709.msg220355#msg220355 date=1314377474]
[quote author=Luinbariel link=topic=3709.msg220336#msg220336 date=1314372455]
If it were as easy as talking or willing myself out of it all of the time, I'd do that. But it isn't just as easy as "getting over it" sometimes. There's a lot of shit I'm facing and my life is changing a lot (and no I'm not talking about the first world cheese problem, which was solved anyway). I'm talking about everything else.
Maybe I'll try it, not sure. I had the chance two weeks ago but I turned it down (weed). If I wanted it again I can just ask my co worker I guess. I'm trying to reduce my stress as much as I can on my own first, and I can see changes in my skin flare up that are indicating it is (slowly) working. Just gotta stop fucking gritting my teeth all the time.
[/quote]
Yes. I meditate regularly. It helps somewhat. But it isn't enough.
[/quote]
Try to do it more often, the more stressed I get the better meditating helps. It just takes patience when you are super high strung like you are describing now.
Oh and instead of clearing out one emotion just strengthen another, like being relaxed and not giving a shit unless you KNOW it's needed.
[/quote]
I do regularly meditate already, like just about every night before bed. I guess I could do a few times a day.
[/quote]
Would not hurt.
Re: The "Fuck my life" thread - Vandamguy - 08-26-2011
taking advice from coelit? that's like eating yesterdays leftovers from versus' garbage can.
no good can come of this.
Re: The "Fuck my life" thread - CaffeinePowered - 08-26-2011
(08-26-2011, 03:50 PM)Vandamguy link Wrote: taking advice from coelit? that's like eating yesterdays leftovers from versus' garbage can.
no good can come of this.
The man throws away whole uneaten what-a-burger meals when he buys too many, so it can't be all bad.
And yea, some kind of reflection/meditation before bed can be very good, just to clear your head before you pass out.
Re: The "Fuck my life" thread - Luinbariel - 08-26-2011
(08-26-2011, 03:56 PM)Caffeine link Wrote: [quote author=Vandamguy link=topic=3709.msg220404#msg220404 date=1314391803]
taking advice from coelit? that's like eating yesterdays leftovers from versus' garbage can.
no good can come of this.
The man throws away whole uneaten what-a-burger meals when he buys too many, so it can't be all bad.
And yea, some kind of reflection/meditation before bed can be very good, just to clear your head before you pass out.
[/quote]
I'm going to be honest; I wasn't about to do my meditation any differently. I already do, as I said, meditation every night for at least half an hour before bed. Sometimes twice a day if I'm doing something else at the altar or what have you or just for fun.
If anything I should be doing more Reiki, on myself and on others. It's quite relaxing, but I will have to MAKE time for this, as I can't do it before/in bed without waking HeK up.
Re: The "Fuck my life" thread - Kirby - 08-26-2011
(08-26-2011, 04:12 PM)Luinbariel link Wrote: as I can't do it before/in bed without waking HeK up.
Get a little handle of sorts you can tape/affix a standard sheet of paper to (landscape) and print out trollface.jpg.
Wave in HeK's direction when he speaks up.
8)
Re: The "Fuck my life" thread - matter11 - 08-26-2011
(08-26-2011, 04:15 PM)Kirby the Dick link Wrote: [quote author=Luinbariel link=topic=3709.msg220417#msg220417 date=1314393147]
as I can't do it before/in bed without waking HeK up.
Get a little handle of sorts you can tape/affix a standard sheet of paper to (landscape) and print out trollface.jpg.
Wave in HeK's direction when he speaks up.
8)
[/quote]
or wear it like a mask
Re: The "Fuck my life" thread - Surf314 - 08-26-2011
(08-26-2011, 04:12 PM)Luinbariel link Wrote: [quote author=Caffeine link=topic=3709.msg220407#msg220407 date=1314392203]
[quote author=Vandamguy link=topic=3709.msg220404#msg220404 date=1314391803]
taking advice from coelit? that's like eating yesterdays leftovers from versus' garbage can.
no good can come of this.
The man throws away whole uneaten what-a-burger meals when he buys too many, so it can't be all bad.
And yea, some kind of reflection/meditation before bed can be very good, just to clear your head before you pass out.
[/quote]
I'm going to be honest; I wasn't about to do my meditation any differently. I already do, as I said, meditation every night for at least half an hour before bed. Sometimes twice a day if I'm doing something else at the altar or what have you or just for fun.
If anything I should be doing more Reiki, on myself and on others. It's quite relaxing, but I will have to MAKE time for this, as I can't do it before/in bed without waking HeK up.
[/quote]
You probably already know this, but I learned the importance of breathing in a certain kind of way when meditating when I was doing Kung Fu. Then that was backed up by some guy who was a hybrid natureopathic/actual doctor I saw on the TV talking about how important it is.
Re: The "Fuck my life" thread - Coelit - 08-26-2011
(08-26-2011, 07:47 PM)Surf314 link Wrote: [quote author=Luinbariel link=topic=3709.msg220417#msg220417 date=1314393147]
[quote author=Caffeine link=topic=3709.msg220407#msg220407 date=1314392203]
[quote author=Vandamguy link=topic=3709.msg220404#msg220404 date=1314391803]
taking advice from coelit? that's like eating yesterdays leftovers from versus' garbage can.
no good can come of this.
The man throws away whole uneaten what-a-burger meals when he buys too many, so it can't be all bad.
And yea, some kind of reflection/meditation before bed can be very good, just to clear your head before you pass out.
[/quote]
I'm going to be honest; I wasn't about to do my meditation any differently. I already do, as I said, meditation every night for at least half an hour before bed. Sometimes twice a day if I'm doing something else at the altar or what have you or just for fun.
If anything I should be doing more Reiki, on myself and on others. It's quite relaxing, but I will have to MAKE time for this, as I can't do it before/in bed without waking HeK up.
[/quote]
You probably already know this, but I learned the importance of breathing in a certain kind of way when meditating when I was doing Kung Fu. Then that was backed up by some guy who was a hybrid natureopathic/actual doctor I saw on the TV talking about how important it is.
[/quote]
Breathing a certain way?
Re: The "Fuck my life" thread - Luinbariel - 08-26-2011
For some folks, meditation is easier when breathing is controlled in specific ways. There are as many styles/schools of meditation as there are people if you ask me, but it CAN be helpful if you prefer focusing that way.
If you find you're having a hard time controlling your thoughts or just shutting them down, then focusing on breathing is a good way to sort of get that control of yourself. It's a lot easier to focus on something, such as "in... out. In... out" or whatever. Some folks focus on candles in stead of breathing (candle meditation), some use chakras or energy centers in their body (that's what I do, focus on their feelings, the colors associated with them, and what each energy center is said to be good for).
Etc etc etc, really. There are a TON of ways to do things.
Re: The "Fuck my life" thread - Dtrain323i - 08-26-2011
(08-26-2011, 08:37 PM)Luinbariel link Wrote: For some folks, meditation is easier when breathing is controlled in specific ways. There are as many styles/schools of meditation as there are people if you ask me, but it CAN be helpful if you prefer focusing that way.
If you find you're having a hard time controlling your thoughts or just shutting them down, then focusing on breathing is a good way to sort of get that control of yourself. It's a lot easier to focus on something, such as "in... out. In... out" or whatever. Some folks focus on candles in stead of breathing (candle meditation), some use chakras or energy centers in their body (that's what I do, focus on their feelings, the colors associated with them, and what each energy center is said to be good for).
Etc etc etc, really. There are a TON of ways to do things.
My method is jerking off then going to sleep. I don't know about the rest of you but cumming centers me.
Re: The "Fuck my life" thread - rumsfald - 08-26-2011
(08-26-2011, 08:48 PM)Dtrain323i link Wrote: My method is jerking off then going to sleep. I don't know about the rest of you but cumming centers me.
![[Image: notetoself.jpg]](http://img594.imageshack.us/img594/7676/notetoself.jpg)
Re: The "Fuck my life" thread - Dtrain323i - 08-26-2011
(08-26-2011, 09:14 PM)rumsfald link Wrote: [quote author=Dtrain323i link=topic=3709.msg220477#msg220477 date=1314409693]
My method is jerking off then going to sleep. I don't know about the rest of you but cumming centers me.
[/quote]
Funny/Traumatic story from college: My roommate and I had bunk beds since that was the only way to fit the damn things in the dorm room. One night be brought home a hogbeast from some party. I was on the top bunk while he and shamu were on the bottom. Both beds were shaking to the point that I was concerned that metal and wood were going to start snapping in two.
I fucked the same girl 2 weeks later...........not really
Re: The "Fuck my life" thread - zaneyard - 08-27-2011
(08-26-2011, 11:42 PM)Dtrain323i link Wrote: [quote author=rumsfald link=topic=3709.msg220481#msg220481 date=1314411294]
[quote author=Dtrain323i link=topic=3709.msg220477#msg220477 date=1314409693]
My method is jerking off then going to sleep. I don't know about the rest of you but cumming centers me.
[/quote]
Funny/Traumatic story from college: My roommate and I had bunk beds since that was the only way to fit the damn things in the dorm room. One night be brought home a hogbeast from some party. I was on the top bunk while he and shamu were on the bottom. Both beds were shaking to the point that I was concerned that metal and wood were going to start snapping in two.
I fucked the same girl 2 weeks later...........not really
[/quote]
hogbeast and shamu: now added to my regular vocabulary
Re: The "Fuck my life" thread - Surf314 - 08-27-2011
(08-26-2011, 07:48 PM)Coelit link Wrote: [quote author=Surf314 link=topic=3709.msg220466#msg220466 date=1314406038]
[quote author=Luinbariel link=topic=3709.msg220417#msg220417 date=1314393147]
[quote author=Caffeine link=topic=3709.msg220407#msg220407 date=1314392203]
[quote author=Vandamguy link=topic=3709.msg220404#msg220404 date=1314391803]
taking advice from coelit? that's like eating yesterdays leftovers from versus' garbage can.
no good can come of this.
The man throws away whole uneaten what-a-burger meals when he buys too many, so it can't be all bad.
And yea, some kind of reflection/meditation before bed can be very good, just to clear your head before you pass out.
[/quote]
I'm going to be honest; I wasn't about to do my meditation any differently. I already do, as I said, meditation every night for at least half an hour before bed. Sometimes twice a day if I'm doing something else at the altar or what have you or just for fun.
If anything I should be doing more Reiki, on myself and on others. It's quite relaxing, but I will have to MAKE time for this, as I can't do it before/in bed without waking HeK up.
[/quote]
You probably already know this, but I learned the importance of breathing in a certain kind of way when meditating when I was doing Kung Fu. Then that was backed up by some guy who was a hybrid natureopathic/actual doctor I saw on the TV talking about how important it is.
[/quote]
Breathing a certain way?
[/quote]
Besides what Luin said you can also focus on taking deeper breaths each time. You breath slowly and try to breath down not out, like imagine the air expanding your lungs towards your pelvis but try not to let your chest expand. This works out your diaphragm too. In addition to this we would also hold our arms out like we had them wrapped around a giant ball, with every breath out you pretend like you are inflating the ball. Eventually you can rest your arms on your imaginary ball, it is pretty cool.
Re: The "Fuck my life" thread - Luinbariel - 08-27-2011
Wow, so this just keeps getting more and more... fun.
Over the years I've had some interesting dreams and I've shared them with some friends online. I'm so glad right now that they're strictly online friends because I believe they have literally gone crazy.
They think that this character that recurs in my dreams is an actual literal demon and that it's trying to possess me. I told them a long time ago to fuck right off with that craziness, but apparently they have not stopped and they've been "watching me" to see what's going on. They've been going around asking all my other online friends they can find if I've been "different" lately or "more angry".
Uh yeah I've been irritable but if they cared to actually ask me why, they'd know I'm dealing with some stuff. But no... when I confronted him he told me that "anything you say is suspect because you might be under his influence". Apparently, I'm just blind and am too stupid to realize what is going on. Apparently, despite me being the one who's had the otherwise not important dreams my whole life, I don't know anything about what's going on and they need to rush in and save me.
The internet is crazy and one never should stick their dick in it.
Re: The "Fuck my life" thread - K2 - 08-27-2011
![[Image: 1024-Exorcist_004.jpg]](http://www.scifiupdates.com/main/images/stories/movies/Exorcist/Wallpapers/1024-Exorcist_004.jpg)
Re: The "Fuck my life" thread - Dr. Zaius - 08-27-2011
This doesn't quite belong in here, but moreso than any other thread.
I bought the Borderlands Game of the Year through the steam weekend deal that's going on ($8 for the game and all 4 dlc packs)
So I let it download and install overnight.
I woke up and got on my computer and the download progress stopped at 10 of 12 GB with the status 'suspended'.
I checked my raptor drive after a few minutes of wtf'ing and realized I ran out of room. I had to haste-delete Call of Duty 4 and Bad Company 2 to free up another 10 gigs of space.
I have a 29 GB partition on that drive that I can't re-assimilate to the rest of the drive because I'm technologically retarded. So I now have a 'full' 150 GB Raptor drive and no reliable drive to put my games on.
All the more reason I need to reassemble and upgrade my pc.
Re: The "Fuck my life" thread - zaneyard - 08-27-2011
(08-27-2011, 01:18 PM)Dr. Zaius link Wrote: This doesn't quite belong in here, but moreso than any other thread.system rescue cd
I bought the Borderlands Game of the Year through the steam weekend deal that's going on ($8 for the game and all 4 dlc packs)
So I let it download and install overnight.
I woke up and got on my computer and the download progress stopped at 10 of 12 GB with the status 'suspended'.
I checked my raptor drive after a few minutes of wtf'ing and realized I ran out of room. I had to haste-delete Call of Duty 4 and Bad Company 2 to free up another 10 gigs of space.
I have a 29 GB partition on that drive that I can't re-assimilate to the rest of the drive because I'm technologically retarded. So I now have a 'full' 150 GB Raptor drive and no reliable drive to put my games on.
All the more reason I need to reassemble and upgrade my pc.
gparted
+29gb
Re: The "Fuck my life" thread - Dr. Zaius - 08-27-2011
(08-27-2011, 01:33 PM)zaneyard link Wrote: [quote author=Dr. Zaius link=topic=3709.msg220544#msg220544 date=1314469097]system rescue cd
This doesn't quite belong in here, but moreso than any other thread.
I bought the Borderlands Game of the Year through the steam weekend deal that's going on ($8 for the game and all 4 dlc packs)
So I let it download and install overnight.
I woke up and got on my computer and the download progress stopped at 10 of 12 GB with the status 'suspended'.
I checked my raptor drive after a few minutes of wtf'ing and realized I ran out of room. I had to haste-delete Call of Duty 4 and Bad Company 2 to free up another 10 gigs of space.
I have a 29 GB partition on that drive that I can't re-assimilate to the rest of the drive because I'm technologically retarded. So I now have a 'full' 150 GB Raptor drive and no reliable drive to put my games on.
All the more reason I need to reassemble and upgrade my pc.
gparted
+29gb
[/quote]
The words, they mean nothing
I need an adult
Re: The "Fuck my life" thread - zaneyard - 08-27-2011
grow a pair and fuck shit up until it's so bad that you can't actually make it any worse
that's how I learned everything I know