(08-30-2015, 10:47 AM)Dadtrain323i link Wrote: [quote author=The Generic Name link=topic=3709.msg286165#msg286165 date=1440947968]
My car rolled over today. Wet roads caused me to spin out and lose control of the vehicle.  I am fine, but my insurance probably wont cover it.  RIP anything financially i was planning. Car may be totaled.  Worst part is they towed my car off to somewhere I cant get to until tomorrow. 

(08-31-2015, 09:12 AM)Xineoph link Wrote: The girl I've been seeing told me last night that she didn't want to proceed romantically, but wanted to be friends.

(08-31-2015, 09:12 AM)Xineoph link Wrote: The girl I've been seeing told me last night that she didn't want to proceed romantically, but wanted to be friends.

(09-03-2015, 11:29 AM)matter11 link Wrote: I've been getting angry over little things lately.

There's nothing major that's pissing me off, it just seems like getting irked over something leaves residual anger even after I'm done thinking about it.
It then carries over and builds upon the next little thing and gets me upset.

I know people talk about internalizing anger but I feel like this is more so needing to let things go better.
I guess all the news I've been reading hasn't been helping, it's just police brutality, terrorism, and neglected refugees.

I just feel like my temper is getting shorter and I don't want to start taking it out on other people.
I've never really lashed out at people or "snapped", I just think I'm generating a disproportionate amount of anger toward people even if I don't show it.

Sometimes it feels like I'm just generally aggravated for hours at a time.
It just seems like the past few days I've been keeping myself in a bad mood by only thinking about argumentative things.

It's far from depression, I still find happy moments.
It's just so unpleasant to be mad 80% of the day.

(09-03-2015, 11:42 AM)Dr. Zaius link Wrote: [quote author=matter11 link=topic=3709.msg286223#msg286223 date=1441297758]
I've been getting angry over little things lately.

There's nothing major that's pissing me off, it just seems like getting irked over something leaves residual anger even after I'm done thinking about it.
It then carries over and builds upon the next little thing and gets me upset.

I know people talk about internalizing anger but I feel like this is more so needing to let things go better.
I guess all the news I've been reading hasn't been helping, it's just police brutality, terrorism, and neglected refugees.

I just feel like my temper is getting shorter and I don't want to start taking it out on other people.
I've never really lashed out at people or "snapped", I just think I'm generating a disproportionate amount of anger toward people even if I don't show it.

Sometimes it feels like I'm just generally aggravated for hours at a time.
It just seems like the past few days I've been keeping myself in a bad mood by only thinking about argumentative things.

It's far from depression, I still find happy moments.
It's just so unpleasant to be mad 80% of the day.

(09-03-2015, 12:36 PM)Luinbariel link Wrote: Talking things out definitely helps.

I end up in a similar boat to you often enough if I don't talk it out with someone. I just let shit build up when I get mad at anything, get snappy at people who don't deserve it, and after a while to make myself feel justified for how disproportionately angry I can get, I look for things to get mad about as well just to keep it rolling.

Doesn't happen as much now that I talk it out with whoever's willing to listen. Or now that I have a private blog where I just vent to myself about things sometimes as well. That kind of introspection can help, too.

Don't fall into the same trap of thinking that people won't care, don't want to help, or have no interest in listening and thus keep them all to yourself. LOTS of people care.

(09-08-2015, 11:48 AM)at0m Wrote: I often feel like I don't have my life under control and don't know how to fix that feeling and it's getting discouraging.

(09-09-2015, 08:24 AM)Surf314 Wrote: All my posts show unread :'(

(09-03-2015, 12:36 PM)Luinbariel Wrote:  LOTS of people pretend to care. 

(09-09-2015, 01:49 PM)Nitrous Oxide Wrote: >73 posts

Fuck why did I delete my original account back in Feb? Why the fuck am I still here? Wasn't the point of BTFOing my online shit to not fucking sit in front of the screen all day or?

I mean shit, my best friends from the community (Honest and Blues and Funbucks and Kirby) don't even come here anymore. I rarely even speak with the lot of you and I'm sure most of you think I'm some annoying faggot judging by the absolute fucking silence every time I post something I want to discuss in IRC.

Peace, thanks for all the fish.

(09-03-2015, 12:36 PM)Luinbariel Wrote:  LOTS of people pretend to care. 

Fixed.

5-year saga of depression and the only thing that makes me feel better is not giving a shit what you nerds think of me anymore. You only care because I shove myself and my problems in your faces on your message board. If I stop doing it, don't kid yourselves, you won't care for me.

(09-09-2015, 01:49 PM)Nitrous Oxide Wrote: >73 posts

Fuck why did I delete my original account back in Feb? Why the fuck am I still here? Wasn't the point of BTFOing my online shit to not fucking sit in front of the screen all day or?

I mean shit, my best friends from the community (Honest and Blues and Funbucks and Kirby) don't even come here anymore. I rarely even speak with the lot of you and I'm sure most of you think I'm some annoying faggot judging by the absolute fucking silence every time I post something I want to discuss in IRC.

Peace, thanks for all the fish.

(09-03-2015, 12:36 PM)Luinbariel Wrote:  LOTS of people pretend to care. 

Fixed.

5-year saga of depression and the only thing that makes me feel better is not giving a shit what you nerds think of me anymore. You only care because I shove myself and my problems in your faces on your message board. If I stop doing it, don't kid yourselves, you won't care for me.

(09-09-2015, 06:19 PM)k0ala Wrote: My shoulder socket keeps letting my arm loose. Like in Lethal Weapon 2, it hurts a lot when it goes out, and hurts even worse going back in.

I get shoved into the Claustrophobia Magnet in 2 weeks so they can decide which surgery to perform.